I wassled to oneand there alone, after he had given me the positiveorder, I spoke assbest I could, kneeling, and with my heart still trembling. But I felt something solemn and sacred within me whichmade me ask for a priest. In the bottom of my soul I felt an explosion of the most ardent joyI could not speakI hadno wish to reveal what had happened. I only feltmyself changed and believed myself another meI looked for myself in myself and did not findmyself. I did not know where I was: I did not know whether I wassAlphonse or another. When you understand this, you will understand God. The human race keepsstrying to make me a for or against kind of God, and I am not that. I do not advocate, or fail to advocate, anything. I designed your magnificent body to last forever And the earliest of you did live in the body virtually pain-free, and without fear of what you now call death. It issnot I who undergo all this-mybody weepssand criesbut something inside of me which issabove me issglad of it all. I find everything agreeable, and in the very midst ofmy prayerssfor happiness, I find myself happy at being miserable. I cry, I grieve, and at the same time I am pleased-no, not exactly that-I know not how toexpresssit.

Issthere any tea going? Where are the boys? Before I invented youand all the worldssof the universeit wassimpossible for Me to do so. I desire first to know and experience Myself, in all My gloryto know Who I Am. God issalso The Processsby which All isscreated, and experiencessItself. You allow the devil to tempt us, to try to win our souls. Youre God Itssjust that You choose not to. It issvery clear to enlightened creaturessthat what hurtssone hurtssthe many, and that what benefitssthe few must benefit the many, or, ultimately, it benefitssno one. Yet in other culturessand other socie-tiesson different planets, the definition of self-interest issmuch larger than it isson your world. You have placed them in an environment which you consider friendly and very okay. Yet do you care what your children do when you send them out to play? Issit a matter of consequence to you whether they play tag, or hide and seek, or pretend? No, it issnot, because you know they are perfectly safe. I do not care what you do, and that isshard for you to hear. I did not say the soul wantssout of the body, I said the soul issjoyful when it issout.

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